Saturday, July 15, 2006

On Being (And/Or Going) Insane

So, good news, i'm going insane. Like for real insane. ("good news" was sarcastic).

I don't know what's goin on in me, around me, above me...

The other night (in what was the peak of my insanity, or, well, the tipping point) I got myself out of bed, drove to lookout mountain at 1am, smoked a cigar, then drove all over arvada (my old houses, my elementary, junior, and high schools), and ended up back home. And the whole time I was hoping to be able to think and figure some stuff out, but, to no avail. I just drove around in the middle of the night for no reason.

Maybe it's insanity, maybe it's insomnia, but either way, my life is screwed up, and I don't know how to fix it...

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